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| home for thanksgiving a year or two down the road...
home is such a completely different experience for me the older I get. college is absolutely one hundred percent the most amazing experience of my life and I couldn't imagine what it would be like anywhere else. It's weird how problems with friends just sort of evaporate over time anid resolve themselves for no good reason except it's stupid to still care about.
I'm staring at a spider who's made quite a nice web in the corner of my room... shows just how long it's been since I've really spent time here. | | |
| I am home for the first time in months and it's a very strange feeling indeed... | | |
| saw Deathcab for cutie last night with julie tran it was AMAZING. lets just leave it at that.
and i just found out the stupidest reason someone's pretty much hated me for years for and it involves this xanga. and them misinterpreting something i said. because niki i didnt mean 'decent company' as a bad thing. it means 'meeting acceptable standards' and 'respectable' in the dictionary. not going to lie, when I found out that by simply misinterpreting something I said led to what it did, I laughed with julie for about twenty minutes. if that was all it was, its not that hard to just ask me about it. because... it probably would have avoided a ton of drama. just to let you know. | | |
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..... i feel sick. | | |
| i opened a time capsule the other day from third grade. it said do not open until june 2006 i figured yesterday was as good a day as any. when I was in third grade I never imagined keeping that box until the end of highschool and never opening it. but i made it.
and it was a really nice feeling too.
there were letters from my family to me, things about myself like how I liked rugrats, shelby woo, scooby doo, and kablaam.
life is good now. and i leave tomorrow. | | |
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